Twin flame is actually your most wonderful teacher for personal growth and evolution. Its really strange how universe works in a mysterious way out there. If i could explain it rightly how my twin helped me heal more and more. If you are yearning and missing your twin with all that pain then that is a indication that there are issues that need to be healed. Anyhow you'll stumble across any spiritual guide as a friend or your guiding angels will eventually help you if you ask for.
Separation and crisis is there to heal all those issues through your pain body or emotional body. Clearing of all the old templates and beliefs from your emotional body and subconscious mind. as a child and all those years, we keep hearing all those things that are anyhow putting a block in our path of Ascension as they get embedded in our subconscious.
Most probable proof of this is our repetitive behaviour. its not hard to analysis our life. we've been doing this till now. we know there is almost something irritating about our self that we don't like at all, Even we try to improve it but its still there isn't it?
only reason i see for this is those limiting beliefs we have in our subconscious minds that attracting same results over and over again. I use to blame my twin for abandoning me and leaving me all by myself. He just left without giving any explanation. I was perplexed and was in great good grief, i couldn't see anything but that agonising pain of being abandoned by something so beautiful i thought all of my life was possible and finally could see how beautiful it was ,then its being taken away,. it was like you are given a chance to taste ambrosia but then its taken away from you. i know how hard it was for me bear all that pain. i wouldn't go a day without teary eyes. gosh its finally reduced to such a state where i could feel liberated and happy.
Love of your twin is so much that all the things that you don't like about yourself is always in your face that's why the foremost reason to run is fear of not being good enough for this love, feeling of unworthiness.
anyhow if your twin is behaving odd , or acting like he don't care. rather than taking it personally turn that thing inwards and find out what that suppose mean? For me it was like, he was rude and i could feel he was being empathetic & that's all i could sense from him, i agree in starting that WAS hard for me to accept all that contempt. I BLAMED HIM HARD WAY THAT HE IS BEING A JERK. then i saw it in different light i could see that's a indication to heal something in me. so kept looking where i was acting cold in my life then i came to realise m very socially awkward i have hard time around people, it was hard for me to strike a conversation with stranger or even with acquaintances. i was equally hard with myself , its after being aware i came to know how many negatives thoughts were roaming all day long in my head. i had a very negative image of self. i see that i was rejecting myself equally as my twin. i was having hard time accepting myself as i am. i wanted to wait till my all flaws were gone so that i could love myself but in reality i have to stop and look m running from my present self into image of something i had of myself in my mind. i could see how deeply i was attached with collective idea i perceived about myself should be true while negating all my power and beauty of being me who i am in present and i could see how i was abandoning myself by constantly either pondering over future image of self or shaming over past image of self. if we have second thoughts for our self and would think that our twin will not know how we are manipulating our self out of love to put a good image and inside we are ashamed of being our true self then beware they are us in different body they will mirror back or will magnify that very thing back to us. nothing is hidden between twins nor we can pretend something to our twin they can see through the veils dear souls. i could see all the ego and labels about myself were acting as a barrier for me. its time we let go of all attachments we have about ourselves all do's and don'ts about self need to be dropped and accept our selves as we are in this incarnation. its time that we respect and Honor our journey as pure soul being . let's face our reality with love and acceptance. soul knows everything is how it should be there is no lack just abundance and love
Ego is nothing but our definition of self. i was too attached to all the labels on me .the good ones . the bad ones. its time we let go of all those labels and see our and our twin's divinity. we are more than what we think we are. we more than our present conditions. we are multi dimensional beings having a human experience. its time we let go of all attachments with self and with our twin. our twin is our spouse on soul level we need not fearing them leaving us cause they are always there with us in our soul. they never left and they never could. we should know that we don't possess their physical self. if we respect their need for space and time so will we respect our need for the same. they are our true mirror. lets raise our vibration and love them unconditionally that we are supposed to do.
peace and love <3
