14/7/2015

Today's insight

Why we want our twin flame to respond back to the love we give them? why we want them to respond in a lovely manner? or say if they responded back, we can again give them love. You see we want our love for our twin to expand and grow more and more. We want to experience that infinite abundance of love for our twin cause that's what come naturally to us and that's what fill our soul with peace and bliss! SO STOP SEEKING THEIR RESPONSE OR THEIR POINT OF VIEW. We have to acknowledge that we  our also our own twin, we are just the same at soul level. We got to love them infinitely without any cessation. Letting them go is freedom, loving them from distance for whatever they are is freedom.  In pursuing them we gave up our freedom and theirs. Lets not impose ourselves on them. Let us send them every minute of our life,. the love we have for them and remember all we have is now. Suppose we were to die any next moment to come. You know what will matter then? How much we were able to love our twin. its okay dear souls if our twin don't agree with us, we only can and only we can love them so deeply that they don't feel struck or suffocated in our love. Loving them in their true essence is what unconditional love is. Let's not put our expectations on them. If we put our disappointments on them that they aren't doing this and that! Then we aren't loving them for what they are but rejecting them for what they aren't. Let's respect their choices without the need to change them and keep them safe and protected in our love and prayers. We love our twin every minute and every second of our life through us. Lets not abandon and reject them and ourself by not valuing the moment of love we have for them in now! Now is all we have! EVEN THIS INSATIABLE  DESIRE TO BE WITH THEM IN PHYSICAL IS TO LOVE THEM ENDLESSLY! <3 

12/07/2015 
today's insight 
if we have second thoughts for ourself and pretend that we love ourself and then think our twin will not know then we are wrong. we are feeling our twin's energy 24x7 so they can tell about us. they will mirror that thing back to us. its time we face ourself as we are. let go of how we are supposed to be. let go of image we have of us in our mind. let go of physical self of our twin. let go need to possess them. see the bigger truth at soul level we are our own twin on soul level. we all together merged with our twin. there is no separation there. lets foucs on our journey as twin and realize our power as twin as we are more available to heal all the issues. lets honor our long soul journey and respect and take responsiblity of our difficulties and mission on earth as twin to heal the template of love.

Twin flame mirror: Alter ego

Twin flame is actually your most wonderful teacher for personal growth and evolution. Its really strange how universe works in a mysterious way out there. If i could explain it rightly how my twin helped me heal more and more. If you are yearning and missing your twin with all that pain then that is a indication that there are issues that need to be healed. Anyhow you'll stumble across any spiritual guide as a friend or your guiding angels will eventually help you if you ask for.

Separation and crisis is there to heal all those issues through your pain body or emotional body. Clearing of all the old templates and beliefs from your emotional body and subconscious mind. as a child and all those years, we keep hearing all those things that are anyhow putting a block in our path of Ascension as they get embedded in our subconscious.

Most probable proof of this is our repetitive behaviour. its not hard to analysis our life. we've been doing this till now. we know there is almost something irritating  about our self that we don't like at all, Even we try to improve it but its still there isn't it?

only reason i see for this is those limiting beliefs we have in our subconscious minds that attracting same results over and over again.  I use to blame my twin for abandoning me and leaving me all by myself. He just left without giving any explanation. I was perplexed and was in great good grief, i couldn't see anything but that agonising pain of being abandoned by something so beautiful i thought all of my life was possible and finally could see how beautiful it was ,then its being taken away,. it was like you are given a chance to taste ambrosia  but then its taken away from you. i know how hard it was for me bear all that pain. i wouldn't go a day without teary eyes. gosh its finally reduced to such a state where i could feel liberated and happy.
Love of your twin is so much that all the things that you don't like about yourself is always in your face that's why the  foremost reason to run is fear of not being good enough for this love, feeling of unworthiness.
anyhow if your twin is behaving odd , or acting like he don't care. rather than taking it personally turn that thing inwards and find out what that suppose mean? For me it was like, he was rude and i could feel he was being empathetic & that's all i could sense from him, i agree in starting that WAS hard for me to accept all that contempt. I BLAMED HIM HARD WAY THAT HE IS BEING A JERK. then i saw it in different light i could see that's a indication to heal something in me. so kept looking where i was acting cold in my life then i came to realise m very socially awkward i have hard time around people, it was hard for me to strike a conversation with stranger or even with acquaintances. i was equally hard with myself , its after being aware i came to know how many negatives thoughts were roaming all day long in my head. i had a very  negative image of self. i see that i was rejecting myself equally as my twin. i was having hard time accepting myself as i am. i wanted to wait till my all flaws were gone so that i could love myself but in reality i have to stop and look m running from my present self into image of something i had of myself in my mind. i could see how deeply i was attached with collective idea  i perceived about myself should be true while negating all my power and beauty of being me who i am in present and i could see how i was abandoning myself by constantly either pondering over future image of self or shaming over past image of self. if we have second thoughts for our self and would think that our twin will not know how we are manipulating our self out of love to put a good image and inside we are ashamed of being our true self then beware they are us in different body they will mirror back or will magnify that very thing back to us. nothing is hidden between twins nor we can pretend something to our twin they can see through the veils dear souls.  i could see all the ego and labels about myself were acting as a barrier for me. its time we let go of all attachments we have about ourselves all do's and don'ts about self need to be dropped and accept our selves as we are in this incarnation. its time that we respect and Honor our journey as pure soul being . let's face our reality with love and acceptance. soul knows everything is how it should be there is no lack just abundance and love
Ego is nothing but our definition of self. i was too attached to all the labels on me .the good ones . the bad ones. its time we let go of all those labels and see our and our twin's divinity. we are more than what we think we are. we more than our present conditions. we are multi dimensional beings having a human experience. its time we let go of all attachments with self and with our twin. our twin is our spouse on soul level we need not fearing them leaving us cause they are always there with us in our soul. they never left and they never could. we should know that we don't possess their physical self. if we respect their need for space and time so will we respect our need for the same. they are our true mirror. lets raise our vibration and love them unconditionally that we are supposed to do.
peace and love  <3  

Twin Flames : Surviving the Separation

if you are here reading this, i know how hard it is for the awakened twin to feel all the pain on their own. all the rejection and trauma of loss isn't that easy to bear all without any support of your twin. I've been through all that pain, all that trauma so m with you i understand its not easy i know how much you are being told to let it go. let them go away. I know how much painful it sounds yet such a contrary thing to do,the PERSON who made you feel all the magic that you knew in your heart was possible. you knew somewhere from beginning of your life that requited pure intense love is possible and now you found it in this person but when you try to have a hold on this person.. that person denies everything even when you know they feel it too. You are in shock how this person who loved you so much can hurt to this much degree that you're surviving the gut wrenching pain. but dear soul accept it or not if you want to come out of this pain best thing you can do is focus on your life. You got to stop obsessing over this person. Its not your job to worry about how much they get to know about this experience or if they know you are twin flames or not. All things that you want them to believe is all the things that you got to believe yourself first. Your twin may or may not provide validation to your theories but you got to stand in your own truth like our beloved twin lee and sherry say all over again and again.
You yourself got to say all the positive things you feel about this connection. remember how exquisite beauty your twin is. Tell yourself that you are a twin no matter what your twin says to you. You stand in your power believe in your love, don't let any doubt to creep in. To survive the pain you have to embrace it all. Remember you'll never appreciate happiness like anything if you haven't felt that pain .. pain is a great teacher
write down what are you  feeling and why are you feeling so? that can too reduce your pain. keep a twin journal keep writing all your reasons.. you justify to your pain.
Go on heal whatever you thing is restricting you in your personal growth ..your twin is also a great teacher who shows you the things you need to heal. Whenever you find something that feel is not what your twin is like or pretending to be or something you find offensive : are the things you need to heal about yourself . they are your perfect mirror they gave you a great opportunity to heal and bring you closer to god . Its about you and your twin and god always. This trinity in harmony is the goal of twins on planet.
And dear twins when you believe in the power of your love, how great it is when you see beauty of it .how you found godlike something in your twin. You'll be lost ecstasy in that beauty and peace. You got to take the risk of believing that this something so magical is true and will be true through out your life. No matter what you do .now twin is a inseparable part of your life. They'll always stay with you in your heart. They can feel your loving energy so stop blaming that they don't understand, they do but even they need to find them self first so that they are fully available with all that love and beauty for you.
Have the courage to believe if god gave you a chance to experience something impeccable, idyllic.GOD will definitely give you chance to explore it further. believe that will of god is what's best is to be like for you. only god can see broader picture. universe make no mistakes but source will give everything you need in the right time and we certainly don't know when that time would arrive but till then focus on making your life a magic and exemplary for people around , draw inspiration from your twin how beautifully they loved you. You worth it , its all your all this beautiful love. Let go of 3D expectations from your twin. let go of being together with them right now. embrace 5D where they are all yours.. communicate with them in your dream state. Ask them to come in your dream and talk to you, when that harmony is maintained in 5D it'll follow automatically to be implemented in 3D  as well. Just have courage and believe it is possible

Peace and healing to dear twins